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Sirens of Stone
07:16
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Sins of the devil
Chains of the witch
Grace of the Mother
Grant me a wish
The heart of a brother
Stone of a son
Let these chains
Come undone
The cold white light
Faded from sight
In the blood-red sky
In the month of July
The world stood still
Our tree burned
And my love for you
Slowly turned
I was voiceless
But I earned the right
To tell the truth and stain
Your false shade of white
‘Cause the things I’ve seen
Won’t let me forget
The pain you have
Spread without regret
Am I reflected in you?
Are you reflected in me?
I’m not like you
Can’t you see?
You may take me
Hurt and break me
But you’ll never
Change me
Across the oceans
The sirens of stone
Await to please you
And rip you to the bone
Tangled on the webs
You’ve woven
Through the years
Made up of deception and tears
You’re a devil
Torn and sick
Take a look in the mirror
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2. |
Winter
04:14
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Covered by mists
And ghostlights
No dawn in sight
The season closes
Itself around me
The truth will not
Set me free
Winter has come
The clouds hang low
They push me down
Into the unknown
The cold has made its way
Into my head, into my bed
Mother, hold me in your arms
Keep me safe from harm
Winter has come
The clouds hang low
They push me down
Into the unknown
You are not sick
You’re just weak
You’re a freak
A worthless piece of meat
You’re a sheep
That mere words can hurt
You’re down in the deep
You’re down in the dirt
Winter, let me be
Winter, set me free
Winter has come
The clouds hang low
They push me down
Into the unknown
No light, no day
Just endless grey
Mother, free me
From this cold decay
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3. |
Cold Hideaways
05:02
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Echoes of the past remain
And free me from the present’s pain
Specks of memories made out of light
Become the chains I drag
Through the night
And I cannot control my thoughts
The scent of jasmine is stuck in my head
I’m about to go down
Memory lane again
I escape from reality
To dwell in my precious memories
This dark nostalgia
Wearies me every day
In my cold hideaways
Visions of warm sunlight
The songs we wrote on old days
Laughter spreading far and wide
Children dreaming awake
And I cannot control my thoughts
The scent of jasmine is stuck in my head
Oh, here I go down
Memory lane again
I escape from reality
To dwell in my precious memories
This dark nostalgia
Wearies me every day
In my cold hideaways
When the meadows wither
All the other flowers turn to grey
Still, your sweet scent remains
Forever guiding me on my way
I escape from reality
To dwell in my precious memories
This dark nostalgia
Wearies me every day
In my cold hideaways
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4. |
As the Wheel Turns
04:31
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The years go by
Time drifts away
But still the tides
Rule my day
I can almost trick myself
To unburden my head
When I come home
To an empty bed
Aquarius, save me
From a life of loneliness
Your waves have come to break me
Your sea has come to take me
The same old swan song
Keeps ringing in my ears
But nothing changes here
No, nothing changes here
Every poem I wrote
Is cluttered in deceit
Written by a heartfelt hand
Drenched in disbelief
I ignite the pages
I watch them burn
The soil bleeds to ash
As the wheel turns
Slowly, painfully
Taking its toll on me
Aquarius, save me
From a life of loneliness
Your waves have come to break me
Your sea has come to take me
The same old swan song
Keeps ringing in my ears
But nothing changes here
No, nothing changes here
Maiden, Mother, Crone
Aquarius, save me
From a life of loneliness
Your waves have come to break me
Your sea has come to take me
The same old swan song
Keeps ringing in my ears
But nothing changes here
With the turning of the years
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Silence
04:30
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I close my eyes
To quiet down the thoughts
Echoing in my head
Filling me with dread
I take a deep breath
To slow down my pulse
But as I stare at the empty screen
My heart starts cracking
Can’t you see how
The distance breaks me?
My fragile mind gives way
To endless tides of grey
This silence is driving me insane
I’m caught up in this pain
Am I the one to blame?
I try and wait
Impatiently
For something
I know won’t come
But I can’t set
Myself free
Ages drift
And tighten my chest
And so another one
I used to love
Has ghosted me to death
Can’t you see how
The distance breaks me?
My fragile mind gives way
To endless tides of grey
This silence is driving me insane
I’m caught up in this pain
Am I the one to blame?
I sink my roots
Into the ground
But they won’t stay
How much longer must I wait?
It seems I always end where I begin
Never moving
Just a dream within a dream
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6. |
Mãe (Interlude)
02:07
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Mater, custodia nobis
Mater, defende nobis
Mater, pasce nobis
Mater, salva nobis
Mãe, estou doente e carente. Cansado de tudo, cansado da gente que não entende e que mente. Que diz com desdém, “sinceramente.” Que não compreende que, independentemente daquilo que se diz e daquilo que se sente, a verdade deveria ser sempre evidente, não uma coisa que morre de repente.
Mãe, ó Mãe, são eles que me seguem. Eles que me pedem para deixar de ser quem sou e nunca cedem a pedidos de entendimento, respeito ou consentimento. Que crucificam no momento sem remorso ou arrependimento e nunca saberão o que é um abraço ternurento dos teus braços, ó Mãe, nem o calor do teu sustento.
Γαία, μάτηρ παντός, χαίρε
(Gea, mater pandos, chaire).
(Eng: Earth, mother to all, I greet you.)
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7. |
The Crowsong
05:07
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I spend another day
Wishing the red away
But it clings to my skin
As it turns it to grey
I can hear them
I can feel their blight
Descending in
Their cursed flight
I can hear them
I can hear them
Are they screeching
Or are they singing?
I’ve long waited
For these self-destructive
Scars to fade
But they’re etched to me
As much a part of me
As the one who made them
I can hear them
I can feel their blight
Descending in
Their cursed flight
I can hear them
I can hear them
Screeching or singing
I can’t decide
They are coming
Like an omen of death
Pouring soil onto my chest
And thus, I know
They’ve come
To lay me to rest
They’ve come to take me back home
I can hear them
I can feel their blight
Descending in
Their cursed flight
I can hear them
I can hear them
Their endless singing
Wrecks my mind
They are coming
Like an omen of death
Pouring soil onto my chest
And thus, I know
They’ve come
To lay me to rest
And as I lay to sleep
The scars in my skin
Expose the truth
And the turmoil within
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8. |
Sanctuary of Ghosts
04:04
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All I could hear them say
Was how you had been weak
But they glanced away
When you laid all your sorrows
At their feet
Be reborn in my sanctuary of ghosts
Where there are no imperfect hosts
And they all say
You're suffering deep blow
I pray you've found a place
Free from woe
A haven to shed
All your burdens at last
So that hardship turns
To a thing of the past
Be reborn in my sanctuary of ghosts
Where there are no imperfect hosts
May the silver light
Chase away your dismay
Into the night
Be reborn in my sanctuary of ghosts
Where there are no imperfect hosts
And though your body is under the soil
You are free, free from all turmoil
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9. |
Posthumous
03:07
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Your empty eyes speak the truth
Something took away a part of you
I fight against the brimming tears
My head replaying all the years
I just wish our last farewell
Hadn’t pushed me through hell
I cannot see
Can’t wrap my head around it all
Your name is etched to this tombstone
But you’re so far from home
The rain keeps falling from the sky
As I find the strength to say goodbye
In memoriam
The soft shroud of grief
Makes me question my belief
That time can bring any relief
Just knowing you’re not there
Brings an ache I cannot bear
You’ve come to haunt me again
To remind me of your end
I cannot see
Can’t wrap my head around it all
Your name is etched to this tombstone
But you’re so far from home
I cannot bear this loss
How will I find
A way to carry this cross?
In the shadow of your grave
I forget my own name
In memoriam
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I softly yearn
For your touch
Hoping my words won’t
Reveal too much
I waste my days away
Glancing beyond the haze
It won’t change what we are
It won’t take me afar
I raise my voice
I scream out loud
But you can’t hear me still
I know I haven’t reached yet
But someday I will
With your indifference
You’ve managed to break
All of the worlds
I once could create
Your stone-cold gaze
Shakes me off my feet
I’d give my breath away but
I’m still too weak
All I wish is that you
Would feel the same I feel for you
Every breath you draw sparks
This feeling anew
Sometimes, I wish you knew
But you know, don’t you?
I raise my voice
I scream out loud
But you can’t hear me still
If I haven’t reached you yet
Maybe I never will
I’m calling out your name
This love drives me insane
Are we distant at the heart?
Are we worlds apart?
I raise my voice
I scream out loud
But you can’t hear me still
I haven’t reached you yet
And I know I never will
My curse stays the same
This love will be my bane
We’re distant at the heart
We’re worlds apart
I feel the earth beneath my fingers
I have failed, but this craving still lingers
I’m willing to cross this distance again
Why do I insist? Will this ever end?
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Oh, sing me to sleep
‘Cause my hurts run too deep
But with you by my side
My dark thoughts seem to subside
So, maybe
Your voice can ease my soul
Beneath the weeping willow
I can hear your call
It brings me closer
To hope and relief
Your tender kisses
Grant me peace
Oh, sing me to sleep
So I won’t weep
Over this mess of a life
It doesn’t matter
What I’ve gone through
I’d still trade eternity in heaven
For a single moment with you
So, maybe
You’re the one I need
Turning grief into
Some relief
Freeing my heart
From sorrow and pain
Tenderly calling me by
My name
Oh, sing me to sleep
I’ve allowed you to creep
So deeply into my core
I don’t think
I’m able
To move on anymore
If you’re not beside me
If you’re not inside me
So, maybe
I need you to survive
If you’re not in my veins
I’ll wither and die
And this barren reality
Becomes all that will ever be
Oh, help me break free
Please, help me break free
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12. |
The Dreamer and the Fall
06:34
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Oh, sweet innocence of youth
A thing I long forgot
A tightened chest with wings cut loose
Is all your words have wrought
How can I regain
The colors in my head?
Will the grey stain my thoughts
With words left unsaid?
I used to be a dreamer
But that light no longer shimmers
It faded to black
With every new crack
And when my world crumbled
Its fall became my guide
And awoke the devil inside
It woke the devil inside
I have tasted pain before
But not quite like this
You eat away my hopes
And then you mask it all as a kiss
How can I keep you from tearing me apart?
What will be left of me when you are done?
Just a husk in the dark?
I used to be a dreamer
But that light no longer shimmers
It faded to black
With every new crack
And when my world crumbled
Its fall became my guide
And woke the devil inside
It woke the devil inside
Carve your name on my grave
Go on, don’t be shy
You’re the one who buried me
Don’t dare ask why
I used to be a dreamer
But that light no longer shimmers
It faded to black
With every new crack
And when my world crumbled
Its fall became my guide
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Raphael and the Thorns Pinhal Novo, Portugal
RAPHAEL AND THE THORNS is a solo project originating from the need to create dark but cathartic music with a wide range of influences, both in sound and identity. The darker undertones of the guitars, the slower tempo of the tracks, and the theatrical flair of the strings, synths and vocals make this project ideal for any who enjoy roomy, gloomy and doomy music. ... more
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